Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Kether's Formlessness

I am preparing to teach the Intro to the Hermetic Qabalah in Missoula, MT. I will be surfing through all the Sephiroth and their energies while teaching the class - most markedly, through a dynamic meditation/visualization Tree of Life journey. This journey gives form to the Sephiroth - all the while I am in formless Kether. What a great paradox. What a great challenge!
‘Act as if the maxim of your action were to become, through your will, a general natural law.’ Immanuel Kant

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Kether's Refinement Process

I am seeing that anything that is not vibrating at a high vibration will show up in my life as a chaotic situation - or, at the very least, an unpleasant awareness. I am finding that I have more courage to examine my own motives - that I come from the Light more that I realize. And that is a good thing.
‘It is not the mountain we conquer, but ourselves.’ Edmund Hillary

Monday, September 27, 2010

Kether's Awakening in Me

I felt so overwhelmed today. I could see/feel/understand the motives of the actions of the people in my life. Not motives in a negative way. I could see/feel/understand exactly where they were coming from - where their fears lay. How they were just protecting their vulnerabilities through their actions. Then I started to receive clarity on conditions in my past. I am coming to a point of forgiveness. It is as if the weight of resentment and anger and revenge is just too heavy a burden now.
'Knowledge can be communicated, but wisdom cannot. A man can find it, he can live it, he can be filled and sustained by it, but he cannot utter or teach it.’ Hermann Hesse

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Kether and Mindfulness

I seek greater and greater awareness of Self. I am constantly in questioning mode about my motives and actions. I finally understand why. The more I realize about myself, the greater my freedom. I seek my lessons and in so seeking, I find greater gifts. My joy becomes untethered.
'All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them.’ Walt Disney

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Kether and my Viewpoints

Beyond Kether is the Unknowable and Unknown of Ein, Ein Soph, Ein Soph Aur. I feel the pull of this Unknown - in a way that is drawing me out of old ways of being. I am seeing some response patterns to anger that are surprising me. I grew up in an very anger-filled home environment so I have had plenty of patterns to choose from.
'Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning.' Albert Einstein

Friday, September 24, 2010

Kether, Oneness, Point of Light

I am trying to grasp the ungraspable. I am trying to be one with Kether as the Point of Singularity - of Oneness. In seeking this oneness with Kether, I have been seeing situations around me as manifestations of chaos - the opposite to me of the Point of Singularity. Kether, I feel, is a point of beingness. Well, there is the crux of my dilemma. Beingness. I am usually into 'doingness' or really 'busy-ness.'
'If you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change your attitude.' Maya Angelou

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Kether, Its Oneness

I so felt the alienation of fear last night (due to believing the media). I dove into Kether this morning - seeking the remembrance of my unity with the One. I would love to hide in Kether, being one with the Divine. And I know that I wouldn't stay there. I would be distracted - by the different moments of life experienced outside of Kether. And I can keep going back to Kether to be reminded of my own Godness and co-creation of my world.
'There is no such thing in anyone's life as an unimportant day.' Alexander Woollcott