Intelligent Transparency on Path12

There is a great song in the musical, "Chicago" called "Cellophane" - at least I think that its the full title. In it, one the characters says that 'they look right through me, see right through me.' That is exactly how I feel. And my fear of Transparency, Intelligent or not, means that I have become invisible. And in my world, invisible has always equated with abandonable. This is a fear I am walking through as I walk this Path. And I am looking forward to the Divine Mother in Binah awaiting me with open arms.